Wow! i am so bored! Today has been a miserable day =( i have not been in a good mood all day and people are just making so me mad! First of all me and jess found out that our best friend well so called best friend slept with her brother AGAIN i mean how degrading can you be to go and sleep with someones brother and you are best friends with them! I mean WOW that takes some nerves, so now jess wants to go and kill her and im trying to get her to calm down but the bad thing is i wanna kill her too LOL!!
Me and jess had a horriable day baby-sitting those lil kiddos were so BAD i wanted to take a gun and shoot myself i mean anything that you could think of they did! Lets see they took marshollws and hot dogs and put them in the microwave and watched them go and exploded then they took their food and threw it all over and just made a complete mess i thought we were gonna die and then the worst part was Jess lost her keys and it wasnt her fault because they flushed them down the toilet so jess had to go and call her friend bryan and he brought her another set again!!! i mean these lil kiddos were beyond bad LOL! And you know lil kids cry alot and they dont stop and then they all started fighting over a stupid cartoon show wow i hate cartoons so much i never saw so much barney in my life HAHAHA but jess knows the "i love you song now" HAHAH anytime you want her to sing it just ask and she'll do HAHAH its ok jess we still love you! It was such a bad day! but tanning made everything better it was so relaxing but the only thing is that we are gonna have nice tan lines since we have these dumb casts on HAHA!
I just dont know what to do anymore today was WOW horriable and then i found out that we might move quicker than i think! i mean i want to stay in ohio with all my friends and stuff but again i wanna go with my mommy because its a new start and new friends and i mean i'll still keep in touch with these ones, but i just dont know what to do and my parents are like putting me in the middle and i cant take it anymore, you know i dont want to be part of this thing unless i have to be and right now i dont have to be! And my poor lil jess and maddie are trying so hard to be cool during this thing and i know that their not happy with any of this and i know that jess wants me to do what is right, but the thing is i dont even know what is right its just that i have so many memories here do i really wanna leave them all and all my friends, but again do i wanna live with my dad and people that know my dad you know what i mean! Thanks jess for trying to be an attonery you know you did a good job going and making up those fake papers, but girl im sorry i cant live with you the court wont let me they are stubborn LOL but hey nice shot! Well i think that im going to go and lisetn to some music and talk to jess ill write later!!! love ya girl